Tuesday, November 3, 2009

future

oke.this is totally awesome and superbrilliant and rajin. here i am.at 835 in the morning. infornt of my lappy. online!

what happened? ni baru final exam. how bout SPM? screw u spm.haha.

i slept around 1am yesterday and woke up on 7am. awesome.i have never done that before.HAHAHA.

so, what is happening in school? i bet it will be superboring compared to be at home and rest! so, kia told me she gonna have fun with her twin sisters today. gah! i wanna follow her but how? kia has invited me to join her. aduhai. wish i cud be there with her.

okay, now im enjoying myself by searching for sorts of video.
im going to watch NEW MOON that will be on cinema on this november.


and also a chrismast carol.

A Christmas Carol movie poster by Girl.in.the.Green.Scarf.

looks fun.wanna watch them!

heee! oh ya! i gonna spend my time by skecthing and drawing..
i gonna make a short comic which is very short! haha!

i think i wanna learn and learn more about photoshop before i go to KL.
maybe i gonna have some classes there.the information is not confirmed.

next year will be a stressful year of mine. i will have to start everything since the first day i come to school as a form 5 student. i have to change. scared of SPM! SPM is like a battle between a huge giant monster and an ant! and i will be that ant.haha!

but i believe SPM is not that hard.(ONLY IF I HAVE STUDIED EVERY SINGLE THING IN MY REVISION BOOK AND FULLY PREPARED MONTHS BEFORE THE EXAM!)

what will happen in the future if i keep going on this way? watching TV, online, chatting, texting and all without any LIMIT!
i cant be a valuer which i have confirmed as my ambition. however, in another part of my heart, i still wanna be a pharmacist. but im just scared that i cant take it since my biology subject result has never shown either A1 or A2. nevermind, my heart is more dominant on valuation so i will go on with the flow.

okay.wanna have some confession here.
i really miss my pasts, i wanna return back as what i was before. i wanna meet my old friends.
i wanna leave this world that is full of confusing things. i just wanna be a normal kid man. never thought of being a form 4 student or form 5 student. being a kid is easier. i can play as much as i can and i will never have to face any problem. HAHA.

okay,
life is hard.make it easier! :)

unspoken words has been typed.byebye.
human.

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