emo? yeke?

urmmm.. sherry told me that i look very emo today? is it true?
well, i dont know..
sometimes i try to smile but its useless.. its hard to smile when im sad.
sometimes i try to laugh but i know my laughter is aint real..
sometimes i try to be happy but i know im just pretend
sometimes i try to cry but i cant infront of you
sometimes i try to calm myself but still im thinking of my problems
sometimes i try to change myself but most of my friend said that im okay the way im being..
sometimes i try to find myself but actually i found it..
sometimes i want to run away from my class but i know ill miss my study
sometimes i want to change school but i love people in my school now
sometimes i wish that im not here in kuantan but i attached to kuantan
sometimes i wish that someone can solve my problems but i know im the only one that can solve it.they can just help..
sometimes i wish that i could turn the time but i know its beyond my power..
sometimes i hope for you yourself but you've never hope for me
sometimes i realize my mistakes but i dont know how to fix it..
sometimes i realize that i dont understand myself but its a fact that i know myself better..


its just me.. im EMO but not bad mood.. i wont mad at anybody when im EMO! im just let myself alone thinking of my thinggy..termenung, yeah.. huhu..but i dont want people to worry bout me.. its not worth for you at all.. just smile to me, ill smile to you back, laugh with me and ill laugh with you too..

people i love you all so much, thanks for the people who cares for me.. but really, im just okay..
i love you ;)